love #1

#1

Songs that inspire.

SOMEONE SOMEWHERE; JASON REEVES

Someone is waiting
Someone who understands exactly how you feel
Exactly how you feel..
Someone is dreaming
Someone is hoping just that this will be the day
That this will be the day..
That you take your eyes off the ground
Out of the blue
And see that someone is looking right
Back at you..

Maybe that someone's me
Maybe it's meant to be
Lovers, strangers
Sometimes bombs fall quietly..
Maybe it's chemistry
Maybe it's hard to see that someone is the right one
I hope that someone is me..

Nobody's perfect
Nobody's perfect no one really knows the truth
All we've got's a point of view..
And there's too many questions
There's too many questions and too many reasons not to try
There's too many reasons not to try..

But you should take your eyes off the ground
Out of the blue
And see that someone is looking right
Back at you..


Where ya gonna go from here??
Cause everything you need's out there
And you can have it if you dare
If you dare
There's someone somewhere..

quote of the day

"When one door of happiness closes, another opens; but often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one which has been opened for us.”

-Helen Keller

this is one of my all time favorite quotes. we sometimes dwell on the irreversible past too much instead of looking forward to see the cloud's silver lining. when someone closes a door in your face, a door you may have been counting on for so much of your future happiness, it is difficult to feel anything but disappointment. take, for example, blatant rejection. whether its by someone you love or an opportunity you were really counting on, rejection hurts.

it can take a lot of courage to put yourself in a situation where rejection is just as probable as acceptance. there's this one guy, he's one of my best friends. he has been with me through the worst times i've yet to face in my life. and my feelings for him go way beyond the line that friends should have for each other. i love spending time with him because he can make me so much happier than i am with anyone else. he brings out a side of me that i really love.

well, i'm the kind of girl that wears my heart on my sleeve, so i'm sure my feelings were extremely obvious. i'm also a bit of a flirt, so maybe he just thought of it as normal. but one day, we were having a conversation in which he completely shut down the idea of there ever being a "he and i," or at least for a while. i was devastated, but couldn't let it show.

i felt like a door i was so hopeful i could walk into had shut in my face and knocked me out. where do i go now? there's tons of other guys, but none that make me feel so alive and carefree. he makes me feel infinite. i know i need to stop dwelling on the past; i can't change the way people feel about me without changing who i am. i know that i have to look and see what other, better doors this recent rejection has opened for me. but that's so hard to do sometimes.

definition please?

have you ever wondered why most of us have to go through so many disappointments for finally find the person that'a made for us? they say its so we can learn from our experiences. but who are they? what do they know? why can't it just be that you know all along who you're supposed to be with? why do you have to be so miserable at times? why is there such thing as unrequited love, and why can it be so real that it has the tendency to cut you deeper than anything else? why don't we just know? why do we love at all? why why why. i wish that there would be no waste of time; that everyone knew who they were meant to be with since they were born. there'd be no heartbreak, no cheating, and everyone would just be happy.

how is it that love can cause so many problems, but at the same time is the only thing that is real enough and true enough to carry through anything? what the hell is this !)(*&(*&^%#$%^&!* we call love? it is more than a thing, more than a feeling, more than an emotion. does anyone understand it?

Just a Thought...

I wish that real feelings were easy to tell people...or at least show them. It seems like you can joke about something all you want, but when you do eventually feel that way, it becomes the most difficult thing to deal with. Admitting it to yourself is hard; admitting it to others is even worse. Admitting it to the right person, though, is putting everything on the line with a scarily real chance of being rejected by the one person you never thought you'd fall for--the one person who has the ability to break you in a completely different way than you've ever been broken before. So, what do you do? You laugh it off, joke about it, and continue to have that "What if?" in your mind. Or, you march right up to him and say what is on your mind, taking that chance and putting yourself out there. But that takes a courage I can only dream of. I'm not fearless.

first post

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